Am I doing this all right? What am I doing in the first place?
I’m in school to be a Special Education Teacher in English.
But for some reason this disappoints me every time I hear that sentence escape my lips.
I was originally in school to be an Artist, and since I graduated High School I always thought I was going to something with art in my future.
Now that it’s all changed I feel weird about that. Why did I chose to be an English teacher? Don’t get me wrong, I love reading and writing. But I adore drawing and painting and sculpting and just creating things with my hands in general.
I don’t know where I was going with this but I have so much uncertainty when it comes to my future career. I feel like I won’t be as respected as an English teacher as I would if I were to be an Art teacher or something along those lines. Will I even make a good English Teacher? Would I make a god teacher? So many questions and I know the only one who can answer them is me, in time.